It has been a long pair of years for me since I wrote this post. Time passes quickly more often than not, but there has been a great deal of agonizing over the doubts and fears I exposed when I set down that road. Much has happened that cannot and will not find their way [...]

Posted on October 5th, 2008 by Zsallia
Filed under: 1963 to 1967, Life, Regrets | No Comments »

I receive e-mail. Some messages are dismissive, a very small percentage of those evincing outrage at the thought of my existence, either as fact or farce. There are notes from those few people with whom I maintain semi-regular correspondence. Finally, and perhaps most disturbingly, there are those who seem to find some small sliver of [...]

Posted on January 19th, 2005 by Zsallia
Filed under: Immortality, Philosophy, Regrets | 3 Comments »

It was an exercise in futility, but one willingly undertaken. Half a day spent in the air, trying not to think of the vast, blue expanse of the sea far below, then another day adjusting, waiting for the appointed day, and the appointed time. The caf? was warm and relaxed, offering an excellent view of [...]

Posted on October 25th, 2004 by Zsallia
Filed under: Immortality, Regrets, The Present | Comments Off

I generally avoid staying in one place too long; however, Boston has become somewhat of a touchstone for me. I have had an apartment there since 1970 and it makes for a convenient place to meet lawyers and whatnot. I suppose it is coming time to leave that behind as well. These days with their [...]

Posted on May 22nd, 2004 by Zsallia
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Having been absent some short while I feel the need to revisit something; however, I am uncertain of my ability to express this properly. In no small way a major purpose of this forum has been to seek the best, most complete method of saying what follows. Note that I hold no faith. Note furthermore [...]

Posted on April 26th, 2004 by Zsallia
Filed under: Immortality, Philosophy, Regrets | 6 Comments »